Tuesday, February 8, 2011

One Year

I can't believe it's been one whole year already!

This time last year we had just gotten back from Texas where Dan had a vasectomy reversal.

Since our journey began, I know of so many people who have gone through this recently.
(We have friends that are coming home today from Kentucky where she had a tubal reversal done.)
I'm glad we obeyed in this and know that we are where we are suppose to be.

There is an incredible peace that comes with it all!

My Gramma asked me today if we never got pregnant would my heart be broken.
I could honestly answer that it wouldn't.
I am so content with our children and feel so blessed by them.

When we first desired children after a few years of marriage it was different.
I didn't have any children to hug or fill my mama's heart up.
I know the feeling of those who want a baby so bad that it almost hurts.

I don't feel like that right now though.

I admit that when I see someone on the same journey as us, expecting twins, I wonder just a little.
(I've always wanted twins.)

I also know that God will only give me what he knows I can handle.
I trust that he knows what is best for me so I don't stomp my foot and fuss about it.

I am content and full of joy!

Joyful that I am blessed already and that my God loves me so much and he is in control!

I trust Him.